a return to self care

thesilvercollection
2 min readAug 9, 2020

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In the past months alone, my life has changed significantly.

my little bean plant

I graduated from university, I moved to the other side of the country, and I started a new job. It feels like my life has been going and going and going- a series of packing, unpacking, writing, reading, taking photos, meeting people, and leaving people.

“and I’m growing”- listened to this song a lot when i first moved to la

But about a month ago, I found myself completely alone in a hotel room, sick and burned out. I ran myself a hot bath, and lay there for a while, unsure of how I was going to tackle the increasingly busy months ahead of me.

It took a couple conversations with some of the people I love most in this world, and over nine hours of deep and restful sleep to realize that I hadn’t really been looking after myself. In all the chaos of my life, I had forgotten to practice self care- I had forgotten how to take time to really recharge and decompress.

“mars ain’t the kind of place to raise your kids/in fact it’s cold as hell”

The night I spent in that hotel room reminded me that I need to nurture my inner self just as much as I look after my physical self. I need to do more things that make me feel balanced, energized, happy, and present; because without that, I just can’t live the kind of life I want to, nor can I be the full person that I want to be.

In all honesty, it’s been a bit of an uphill battle these past months, but I’m doing my best to be intentional, and to make sure that I am giving myself space to breathe despite everything that is going on around me.

“le soleil renaît dans ma vie”- kinda, still working on this one

~some of the self care practices I’ve returned to;

  • listening to podcasts
  • laughing
  • cleaning my apartment
  • reading for fun
  • cooking
  • going to the beach
  • gardening
  • going for a long and leisurely walk
  • standing in the sun
  • lighting candles
  • listening to music
  • dancing
  • being spontaneous
  • painting
  • having a shower
  • taking pictures
  • having a snack
  • creating something
  • talking to people I love
  • writing

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originally posted: october 21, 2019.

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thesilvercollection
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i like to make art + travel. west african + american. third culture kid. artist.

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